It's your choice.

Current life give me a lot of time to think about a lot of things.

My past, present, and future......

I did wrong in past, i am thankful because i learnt from that.

I did right in past, i am grateful because it changed my life.

Many friends asked me, why i can be so optimistic?

This is because "I always listen and follow my heart"

This is the secret of life.

If you want get your happiness, remember

Think LESS, Feel MORE.

I am not asking you be an idiot without thinking.

What i mean is "use your heart to think" , after use your brain. lol

Never ever make somethings you might regret in future.

And once you make a decision, never feel regret.

Choose what you love, love what you chose.

MY name

In Malay, the word “Puan” is a calling to married women while in English meaning “Madam” (Chinese: 夫人). If you know Malay language, sure you will think why I call myself “Puan”. Apparently, this is not because I get married. This is my Family name or surname ok><

Don’t ask me why everybody calls me “Puan”, maybe this is easier to call than my name? Sometime I like to short my name as “myPuan” in meaning of my Madam? Whatever, you still can call me “Puan”, “mypuan”, or my Chinese name?  Lol. I don’t mind what you call me instead of don’t change my Family name. Family name is very important to me. Especially for Chinese, Family name must be goes on to next generation so that a family is last longer in the world. Traditionally, this is the responsible for men and only a man of a family can give their child with family surname.

For “Puan” revolution, I would like to ask my future husband let me name our kids with my Family name. (giggling) So at least have to birth two babies to show my sincerely, one follow your Family name and one for me =P 

It's life

Life is not easy.
Whatever you do, whenever you want, wherever you live, it is still goes on.

I am not an actor, I am not a star.
I am only an ordinary girl.

But I am who I am,
I living with my own way.

You can comment me whatever you want,
I can comment you as well.

Life is not easy.
But, I am alive.

Allora

Got chance to explore to a new town. Allora is a town in south western Queensland, Australia. Here mostly living by farmer and some local business owners. We departure from Boonah passed through few mountains and arrived here. Lol. The town is located on the New England Highway between Warwick and Toowomba.

It is another peaceful town. The name of town meaning to swampy place or waterhole.We had a lunch there. As it kept raining, the weather damn cold, I also felt lazy to take photo. F**king regret now...

 We stopped about half an hour because of the road project, wth.

Super big road project

1st impression, a pretty church.

Location of Allora

Town map

Had a break.

 Let's go to the town.

 Public toilet, iron bowl~~~wth

Move~

 My lunch, burger set^.^

 Others all ordered fish and chips.

 P&S

 Dairy there

 Silage

Lesley

Camwhore with ice cream when back home =)

Further information about this town can visit

Allora

Maroon State School

It was a good day. We went to Maroon state school as a volunteer to get fun with pupils for some activities.

In front of those kids, I gave a general speaking to them. They asked me to sing a Chinese song. Thus, twinkle twinkle little star in Chinese version sang out by my sweet voice. Lol. We also have some Q&A session as they very curious about a foreigner- me and Shobana. Somemore we are different races.

After that we started to do Christmas card, and decorate a big and a small paper bag. We brought a lot of stuff such as color paper packs, paper bags, stickers, creative cuts and variety of unique shape makers from Creative Memories. Lesley, Shobana and I were busy to help them design, cut, glue......

Here is some photos for today. Unfortunately some pupils cannot take photo because their family matter.

 Get ready...

 Here we go...

 Tang tang, i am the first one completed the mission.

 Ermmm, creativity.

 Jingle bell, jingle bell...

 This is for my dad ><

 Merry Christmas

 Love Christmas tree

 Simple and creative

 To mum and dad...

 It's a product from the youngest kid, 3 years old.

 Hello, i like aeroplane.

 Lovely deer.

 She is the oldest child among them. 11 years old.

 It is the kitchen. We had instant noodle lunch there. 

They invited us go to concert on next Wed, I hope can go and get a new experience here. 

I like this kind of activity very much. 

It's such a social update, and also can help me improve general speaking in English. 

Well, I feel more lovely when can help people and get fun at the same time. 

TOUGH

Oh no, today woke up at 4.30 am. Damn cold. 

I wore 3 clothes to go milking place. 

 Never do this in Malaysia and it’s impossible to wear many layers in that hot place.

I learnt how to put the vacuum on the teats and process of milking cows. 

Haisshh…everything is big and heavy. 

I think after few months my hands muscles will be built up here lol. 

I don't want~~~~~~

In the evening Jennifer and I did chased the cows. So scared when I standing among those big animals. 

 “If they step on me- sure die, ” this is the only thinking in my mind.

When dream came true

This is my first time leaving home for a long time-5 months. 

As the tittle showed, Australia is my dream country since i was children. i always tell people i want go to Australia study when i grow up. Don't know why, this country impressed me very much. Fine, this time dream not "really" come true because i am not purpose of study but "working" here.  

In the plane, I really couldn’t sleep well in the narrow space. Luckily there was one empty seat beside me. My mood was getting excited when getting closer to Australia. As the weather was not so good today, our flight arrived earlier 30 minutes than the expected time. The first sight love happened to this country. The sandy Gold Coast beach is really amazing. The first impression is the purple colour tree. Wow~ I like it very very much.

Once we get out the gate of imigresen, Lesley and a girl were waiting us there. She was swinging my pictures I had sent her last night. Haha…Lesley is cute and sporting. Another one is Kaitlyn -her grand daughter, only 15 years old but taller than me.

We had a breakfast in airport, at that time I was very upset because is hard to understand their fluently and fast English. As well we were not enough sleep and brain stuck when wanted to interpret the sentences.

It’s really a nice feeling when first step out the airport door, cold wind was blowing me but there is sunshine warming me too. We decided went to Currumbin Wildlife Centre Sanctuary. Awesome as get closed with koala, kangaroo, wallaby, warmbats, dingoes and other animals there. The massive different here is everyone is kind and can talk even we are stranger. Well it was a tired visit because I just slept for one hour in the plane.

Already forgot what time we left Gold Coast and headed back to Endeavour Park. We both fall in sleep once get in the car. Ok, we are brave girl, never think about where people will take us to whether people will kidnapped us? Ahha, or it can say we are like a lamb?

Again, the cold and fresh wind was blowing my face. The time I opened my eyes, we were passing a mountain road, I guess. We stopped in a roadside café and had lunch. I’m wondering the portion of food here, so big size. Would I getting fat here? Oh no, I don’t want~

Now we reached the house. It’s a wooden house. It’s really home feeling but I found it so messy ==’ Chinese  are not allowed to wear shoes in the house. But here is totally different. Lesley started introduced everything one by one. Her elaboration is very good until I can’t understand all as too much things have to remember at the same time.

Ahhhhhhh…lazy to continue this diary because have a lot of new things inside my brain now. 

1st time visit a dairy

This is my 1st time visited dairy,
and this will be my working place for continuous day.

Introduce my first and second 'friend' - Ozooya and Buddy.

They are dogs.

Well, I met a pretty women Nicole and her 3 kids today. 

Eldest girl called Jennifer, second girl is Emily and the youngest boy is Jack.

I like their blonde and eyes very much. No need contact lens ==' 

We played on the grass and took pictures. We digged out some cow's bone from the soil.
Wth i acted like a 'sua gu' because i never see cow's bone before.
Jack was over excited and keep asked me to snap him. Haha…

we dig

dig,dig ,dig...

Unfortunately, my feet bite by something, it is so painful T_T

Jack told me apply some milk on that will feel better>< it's their believe.

I don’t know it’s true or not, BUT it’s worked.

Here is my ugly feet. Lol. Just focus on the bite scar k.